i’m such a hard working lazy ass

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hey babe
i miss you love!

i heard you arent so pleased from thailand.

i hope you can try and make the most out of your stay. just try to step outside of your self for a bit and realise what an amazing place you are in and how lucky you are to be there.

close your eyes and breath in that kind wierd scent of the orient.
soak in the culture, the people, the language, the scenery, the cheap cloths, the wierd food.
think how refreshing it is to be the one that lookes diffrent and exotic people are probably in aw of your light hair and blue eyes and sexy bod. you are the diffrent one!

in my days alone in china i was pretty upset and lonely. so i just took my self outside and looked at the people, i walked around with no actual purpose for hours, ate a popsicle and shoped.
dont feel presure to do things that are “meaningful” if you feel like sitting on a bench and drinking coke, do it! your sitting on a freaki’n thai bench drinking freaki’n thai coke and staring at thai people! thats awsome!!

be zen.
“you can only be where you are”
make the most of the incredable place you are in. this is were you wanted to be for so long and you finaly there! your doing it!

here is some helpfull information:

Hello (sa-wat dee)

Thank you (khorb koon)

How much? (gee baht)

I don’t want (mai ow)

Sorry (khor toat)

I love you. (pom ruk koon)

I miss you. (pom kit teung koon)

_03:02

March 9, 2008

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don’t panic

_lost in translation

March 8, 2008

_march

March 7, 2008

it’s still cold somewhere, i haven’t been there in a while.

it’s warm here.

i’m not here.

i wan’t to be more than i am.