_i’m just a tree

my roots are with her, but my leaves are with thee

this week:

i redeemed the green curry.

my new rice cooker rocks my world.

saw sex and the city.

cried.

opened a google home page.

rssd a couple of cool blogs.

like this one

did grafitti with a*.

said hello and said goodbye.

_change

in response to r.’s comment from the previous  post:

yan martel (life of pi?) wrote an orlando (virginia woolf?)-esque book called self. i found it difficult to get through, but it has at least two ideas in it that made it worth reading. here’s one of them:

i quote from memory:

when traveling, one must constantly adjust to change. after a while, change becomes a habit and habits are hard to change.

_almost here

i am not this body\ Ceci n’est pas une pipe\ this isn’t love

_my shrigley

_something a little different

_beautiful j’s beautiful letter to beautiful b. (stolen from her facespace)(with her permission)(oh, and one more thing,)(wear sunscreen)

hey babe
i miss you love!

i heard you arent so pleased from thailand.

i hope you can try and make the most out of your stay. just try to step outside of your self for a bit and realise what an amazing place you are in and how lucky you are to be there.

close your eyes and breath in that kind wierd scent of the orient.
soak in the culture, the people, the language, the scenery, the cheap cloths, the wierd food.
think how refreshing it is to be the one that lookes diffrent and exotic people are probably in aw of your light hair and blue eyes and sexy bod. you are the diffrent one!

in my days alone in china i was pretty upset and lonely. so i just took my self outside and looked at the people, i walked around with no actual purpose for hours, ate a popsicle and shoped.
dont feel presure to do things that are “meaningful” if you feel like sitting on a bench and drinking coke, do it! your sitting on a freaki’n thai bench drinking freaki’n thai coke and staring at thai people! thats awsome!!

be zen.
“you can only be where you are”
make the most of the incredable place you are in. this is were you wanted to be for so long and you finaly there! your doing it!

here is some helpfull information:

Hello (sa-wat dee)

Thank you (khorb koon)

How much? (gee baht)

I don’t want (mai ow)

Sorry (khor toat)

I love you. (pom ruk koon)

I miss you. (pom kit teung koon)

_anticipation (yves klein’s leap into the void)

it’s hard to be before. especially for me, instant-gratification-whore that i am. i think of the future me, the one who already knows how everything turned out. she’s probably laughing at my anxiety.

_breaking promises

“be the change you want to see in the world”

-gandhi

i have decided to allow myself to continue with my head in the sand escapism for the rest of the week till my birthday

.

_amores que matan nunca mueren

_joaquin sabina

the quoting thing’s getting old, still, it’s so much easier than coming up with original thoughts

_gonna buy the damn dress

got no money

got no clothes

aint got no car

can get no hoes

we broke broke broke flat broke

_kanye west