1.it started with me being a bit under the weather

2. didn’t get enough sleep

3. speeded (spad? drove speedily?)

4. direct result of my ears popping out of their sockets

5. that i am – didn’t call in sick at this point

6. started pressurizing the cabin

7. were crying

8. me undress from the waist up (really necessary?!)

9. office for 40 min.

10. me a whole bunch of crap

11. this is not a list. i just wanted to make this dense block of text easier

12. to read

_kiwi

June 22, 2008


today at westside market. i also saw a grape. it’s a fucking goldmine!

(i was sick in bed for three days. this is about all the excitement i got) (well, other than i.’s office party) (oh, and shopping my ass off with e.) (okay, i suck)

some things move backwards, this can’t be avoided. nor changed.

_tag

May 28, 2008

you’re it

_just for me

May 27, 2008

is it bad karma to steal somebody else’s fortune cookie? we were sitting in one of those chinese restaurants with the big round tables. the french couple sitting next to us left their fortune cookies unopened. i, of course, couldn’t resist…

_bedscape

May 2, 2008

then he will take me to the room\ with the white bed\ and walls\ to the edge\ we might fall\ too cold\ too hot\ in the white room\ too late\ too soon\ in the white\ room

_topography

April 2, 2008

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_dead-head to newark

January 26, 2008

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1. chocolates. shown here much larger than they actually are.

2. almond covered sponge cake. untouched.

3. some other strange pastry. here shown after some nibbling.

4. four fresh dates.

5. rolled napkin.

_bellclaire

December 23, 2007

_inventory

December 14, 2007

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(this is not a drawing of a. who is young and beautiful, whereas this lady is old and sad).

j. (who is young and beautiful and sad) tells me she feels like a ghost. says she feels like a guest in her own life. we’re in a cab on the way to the mall, where she can truly be happy. i want to make her happy.

r. is speaking of change. says he feels it slowly, like an avant garde movie. we’re sharing a semi flat tuborg, wrapped in a security blanket. i’m glad some things don’t change.

a. is back to point a. with s. once removed. it doesn’t seem to make any sense, but i can understand why he’s doing it.

j.j. is still an orange dot. i can wait.