_i’m such a lazy hard worker

i’m such a hard working lazy ass

_i suck

1. i’m smoking again. i’m in complete denial about it, but here i am, puffing away at a marlboro red, wishing i had a little more will power.

2. i still don’t own a proper camera. i have the stupid little built in one in my computer, (and i never get tired of using it to take pictures of my self, but, come on…) and now i’m using a disposable, convincing myself i can use it to take photos with that certain grainy, grungy quality and how cool that is. of course, when i’m done, i will toss it in one of my random baskets and never have it developed.

3. i just got back from a quickie to paris. i’ve been wearing my contact lenses for 30 hours (including through 3 power naps). i haven’t showered yet or even removed my makeup. i should be in bed grinding on my teeth guard, falling into blissful sleep.